Motherhood Notes

Essays from the quiet hours

Personal essays and reflections on early motherhood — written slowly, usually after bedtime, and never tidied up too much.

Essay of the month

The Four O'Clock Hour

Every day has one hour that asks more than the others. Ours falls between the end of the nap and the start of dinner, when the light goes gold and everybody, me included, is at the very end of their patience.

August 2026 · 8 min read

The Four O'Clock Hour

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  1. Holding Both Things: Loving This and Missing Myself
    July 2026Reflections

    Holding Both Things: Loving This and Missing Myself

    I can be entirely glad of the life I have and still stand at the kitchen window mourning a version of myself who had whole afternoons. Nobody warned me that both feelings would live in the same body, on the same ordinary Tuesday.

    9 min read